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Gail Louw “ADHD? WTF is ADHD!” Playground Theatre, Kensington

Review by Simon Jenner, August 12 2025

Gail Louw returns to the Playground Theatre with her dramatization of Louise Comb’s memoirs: ADHD? WTF is ADHD! Like Rika’s Rooms and last year’s The Good Dad, it’s directed by Anthony Shrubsall.  Like several other Louw works too, it’s performed by Emma Wilkinson Wright, fresh from her revival of The Last Days of Liz Truss. Here there’s no green in sight. The tone’s blue. Kind of.

Emma Wilkinson-Wright. Photo Credit: Simon Jenner

And WTF is this? “Hi, I’m Blulu and I’m a total virgin. This is my first time doing anything like this. I hope you’ll be gentle with me and I hope I won’t get pregnant…. pauses.” Louise Combs’ stand-up alter-ego Blulu makes her debut and returns. you might hope more confidently, each time; punctuating Louise’s doubts throughout the show.

Moving across from the mic stage-right, sloughing off her blue-glittery jacket slung onto a hook with a few splashes of clothing, Wilkinson Wright’s Louise slumps into the central armchair. Or sits by her mirror and cosily cluttered dressing-table; with a peripitetic mug of perpetually-microwaved tea.

Comb, lifelong friends with Louw – Comb’s lecturer many years ago – was diagnosed late (aged 64) with ADHD.  It’s a condition recently recognised, often retrospectively applied. As Combs’ neighbour Sandra says dismissively: ”Even I’ve got it… it’s the new thing.” But unless you’re living with it, you won’t see how a few nervosities (in poet Hart Crane’s term) don’t constitute this paralysing condition. Though she has several books to her credit, Comb’s memoir is in effect a huge as-yet unpublished journal. Collaborating with Louw she offered the material that’s now crafted into a play. It’s Louw’s 21st to be staged since she started late in 2008.

Over 75 minutes Blulu flits across for a few nervous laughs from the audience, inviting some participation. The laughs themselves though are nervous, as if we’re really not comfortable with laughing back. There’s canned laughter and indeed backscreen projected words, part of May Bucilliat’s work: she’s also set and tech designer, as well as stage manager. Hers is an enormous undertaking. Most of this works extremely well, bar the words that in their present form don’t quite convey the frisson of obsession needed. That will refine in (almost certain) revivals.

Wilkinson-Wright is sovereign in this work, as she slides from Blulu to a shudder behind her. Louise sloughs her jacket, considers the two who walked out, the nature of the laughter. Eventually event the canned laughter curdles in a few sonic tweaks, a masterstroke of Bucilliat’s. After a brief snatch of tonight’s pop-song, Wilkinson-Wright flinches over her shoulder with an increasing tic so finally even the audience hears the way that last laugh got to Comb.

There’s a gamut of feelings in-between. Comb’s partner Brian does his best to assuage, support and often mutely agree. There’s no room in this condition for anything but unequivocal support.

Early negatives from a father, a much-loved mother whom Comb has inadvertently blanked from her memory so much that her best friend recalls her better than Combs herself. A brother Russell who takes after his father to a preternatural degree; and a gambler Barry. There’s friends like Fundamentalist Pam, whom Comb has to unfriend after all the Jesus chat, and who’s clearly hurt. None of this, positive or negative, explains ADHD exactly, but it reinforces or intensifies the condition. Despite fragmentary laughter again.

Emma Wilkinson-Wright. Photo Credit: Simon Jenner

Yet again Wilkinson-Wright draws you into a vortex increasingly undercutting the stand-up: raw, unapologetic in witness, uncompromising in its othered-ness.

The language of panic, complete paralysis landing Combs in hospital comes as a sobering slap after brief joy: in fact triggers it. The interiority of ADHD, the 2-5am crawling over every twitch of the audience’s response, the sudden latching onto the feeling of uselessness is a doxology of self-sabotage. Being great with words Combs immediately switches into how bad she is with numbers, and the ghost Dyscalculia stalks like some number-crunching watcher from the shadows. Wilkinson-Wright is unnervingly close to the pulse of how real this is.

Just how Comb manages to find diagnosis and indeed riff on a rare comedy of questionnaires, is worth seeing. Not to mention wringing apologies with aplomb from an online service.

Tautly directed by Anthony Shrubsall, this isn’t a straightforward 75-minute drama, but a roller-coaster story with resolution. There’s enough chiaroscuro, the glitter and blackness, to compel and every minute of ADHD does just that. There might be a way to enhance some elements, but really what the audience needs to do is laugh with sheer terror and release. A hidden gem.

 

Emma Wilkinson-Wright. Photo Credit: Simon Jenner

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